Where I Am Now

I'm still struggling. What else is new? I give up - I really do. Shit job, shit pay, weekends spent doing nothing. If I had the energy, I'd really go through with killing myself. It's not fair that I have to put up with this while it just gets worse and worse for me. My feet are burning, my whole body aches, I stress even in my sleep - I'm exhausted. And these strangers, they're drilling and hammering away in this house while I'm writing this. I don't even get a quiet weekend to myself. My life is a fucking joke.